myhomemylifemyblog

2011-10-27T22:55:00.002+08:00

hey guys. i know its been like FOREVER since i updated my blog. actually ive already abandoned my blog for a very long time. but i needed to write this post to vomit out my feelings. seriously. everyday since the news, ive worn a mask to keep all my feelings inside. ive tried to compartmentalised them. until now ive not told anybody what im really truly feeling. ive had enough of this. so now its my time. i go to school and put up a fake smile. everybody thought that im okay with it and that its no big deal. Yeah. NO BIG DEAL. ITS JUST A FUCKING TRIP RIGHT? Well, this trip was EVERYTHING TO ME. It was the thing that motivated me to go through the hellness of this year. It was the only thing that made me get up in the morning and go to school. It was the one that drove me to excel in my studies. *sighs* and now its gone. JUST LIKE THAT.

I know that most of you are confused. Sorry for not telling you the whole story at first. So let me begin. As you guys know, i was selected for the UK trip (AT LAST! :) ) after numerous rounds of auditions by the teachers in charge. I felt as if i was the LUCKIEST girl in the world when i got to know that i had been chosen for the trip. OMG! NO WAY! was my first reaction. well, if only i ahd known........

So yeah. I was selected for my school's UK cultural exchange trip. I hosted a UK student named Kezia in July. She was the SWEETEST girl ive ever met and i love her to bits. We bonded and were very good friends eventhough weve only been with each other for a very short period of time. We promised that despite our distance, we would still write letters, email and chat with each other. I was suppose to go to UK this early december and i was EXCITED. DUH! WHO WOULD NOT RIGHT? so yeah. i knew that i would only get to go if i got promoted so i studied hard to do well for my exams and i did!

For the past 2 weeks ive been wondering about the trip and when the teachers would be informing me of the confirmed dates and amount that i have to fock out. As each day drifted past, i grew more excited and anxious for the trip. and den the horrible news came. it was on tuesday and i was in my CSE class. my friend told me that Mrs Siti wanted to see me about the trip. I was FREAKING EXCITED OKAY! I COULD NOT WAIT TO GO TO UK! THIS TRIP IS EVERYTHING TO ME! anyway, i tried to find her after i finished school but i was informed that she ahd already went home. i grew so anxious that i decided to find out her number from my friends. In the end, i smsed her to ask her of the UK trip's progress. She told me that she had something to tell me and she wanted to talk to me in person. So she called me. I was expecting her to explain to me the itenaries and stuff but NO! she told me that she had a really bad news. SHE FUCKING TOLD ME THAT I COULD NOT GO TO UK WITH THE OTHER STUDENTS AS MR TAN, MY RPINCIPAL, REJECTED MY APPLICATION DUE TO MY LATE COMING. WTF RIGHT? I MEAN PLEASE LA. I FULFILLED THE CRITERIA. I FUCKING PASSED MY EXAMS.

and as all KANCONG SCHOOLS in singapore knows, every alte coming ahs to have a punishment. ive already served detention and suspension several times. ISNT THAT ENOUGH OF A PUNISHMENT? I VE ALREADY BEEN PUNISHED WHAT!??!!?? WHY CANT THEY FUCKING JSUT LET IT GO. BUT NO! THEY HAD TO GIVE THAT AS AN EXCUSE TO NOT LET ME GO. AWESOME. ALL THE STUFF AND TROUBLES AND PATIENCE THAT IVE GONE THROUGH FOR THIS YEAR WAS GONE. JUST LIKE THAT. JUST LIKE THAT. ARGH. THIS IS SOOO ANNOYING. i told some of my friends about this and they asked me to appeal. so there was still a glinter of hope in me. MAYBE. JUST MAYBE, I CAN GO FOR THIS TRIP. so i smsed her again to ask her if i could appeal. YKNOW WHAT SHE SAID???

im veri sorry. the decision is final. there is no more vacancies in our group.

WHAT THE FUCKING HELL. SERIOUSLY. GOD. What i did not realise is that, THEY AHVE ALREADY FOUND A REPLACEMENT FOR ME EVEN BEFORE THEY TOLD ME. THAT IS TOTALLY UNFAIR. TOTALLY. THEY DIDNT EVEN GIVE ME A CHANCE TO REDEEM MYSELF. ITS NOT LIKE IM CAUSING ANY TROUBLE TO ANYBODY IN THE TRIP WHAT. ITS JUST THAT IM NOT THAT PUNCTUAL FOR THE STUPID SCHOOL. oh god. after being loyal and trying my best to stay in the trip, I FAILED. DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH IT HURTS? WHEN SOMEBODY TELLS YOU THAT YOU CANT GO/GET SOMETHING THAT YOU HVAE WANTED SINCE LIKE FOREVER. DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH OF A FAILURE I FELT? DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT YOU HAVE DONE TO ME? even after 3 days since the news, IT STILL FUCKING HURTS.

seriously. im worried. my As is in 4 days and the ONLY thing ive been thinking about is THIS FUCKING THING. i dunno why my mind cant accept the fact. THE FACT THAT I CANT GO TO UK. NOT THIS YEAR ANYWAY. argh. ive tried my best to not think about this. ive tried really hard. but the more i try, the more i think and remember and feel hurt again. I HATE THIS FEELING. I WISH I WAS A ROBOT WITHOUT FEELINGS SO THAT I DUN NEED TO CARE. I DUN HAVE TO FEEL THIS WAY EVER AGAIN. I WISH I WAS A VAMPIRE SO I CAN TURN OFF MY HUMANITY AND JUST DO WHATEVER I WANT. wow this feels good. jsut to let out my feelings to this blog eventhough i know NOBODY would read it. it just feels AWESOME!

*sighs* i think ive gotta see a counsellor asap before this gets worse. seriously. i dun want to let this distract me from getting my As for Malay, PW and CSE! NO WAY. A LEVELS IS MY EDUCATION. IT IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING OF MY LIFE AND I WILL NOT LET THIS SETBACK AFFECT ME IN ANYWAY. why cant i just accept the fact that cant go? WHY? oh god. i think ive said enough. there's a lot more things that i wanna vomit out but i think this is enoguh for today. i gotta start studying. *sighs* no more sleep for me today. :) thanks for listening to me blog! I owe you one! :)

Love, Sabby

Down with stomach flu

2007-09-14T16:58:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling so dizzy....my stomach hurts....i feel lyke vomiting.....

dat is how i felt yesterdae...bt 2dae aft i went to der doctor and ate my medicine, i feel much2 better. I did nt fast for two daes cause of der stomach flu. 2moro is NPCC service day. i hope dat i cn go bt i jus dun gt it why dey must put it on der fasting month.i really2 hope dat i cn strat fasting 2moro. I dun wan my so called 'bayar balik' daes to increase anymore. haiz....and 2moro oso hyrul is performin at der Taman Warisan Melayu frm 5.30 to 6.30. I am lyke so sad cause i cant go to der event as firstly, i'm nt feelin well and my mum CONFIRM wont let me go and oso i will b feelin DAMN tired aft goin 2 der NPCC service dae.

i really2 cant wait for hyrul's b'dae party. Eventhough i havent asked my mum yet, i tink dat i will b able to go. bt oso mayb nt cause dat is in der month of my exams. haiz...i dunno larh. i hope dat i cn tell my mum by sun cause Fiza nd der confirmation by den. I relly2 hope dat my mum let me.I am missing hyrul and der hyrulites so much!!! its been a long tyme and further more on hyrul's b'dae party all of us, der hyrulites, will b breakin our fast wit hyme and playin some games wit hyme and ourselves so dat we noe each other better.I AM SO EXCITED!

OKAYS la...gtg...i wanna gt ready for my tuiton at 6.30 pm eventhough its only 5.08pm now.BYEBYE guys!!

*sabby*

2007-09-12T18:42:00.000+08:00

Hey guys!!
Sorry for the lack of update. I have been very2 busy this past few wks bt now i'm free!! YAAY!! anywae...i have had LOTSSA fun on der hols and on mon, tues and todae. Last wk and this few daes are a few memories that i will cherish in my whole life and i will NOT let anyone take it away frm me. NEVER!! anywae, i will update u guys bout der events that happened dis few daes and last wk. Jus wanna tell u all dat i have alreadi FINISHED acting!!! YAAY!! WAT A RELIEVED!! I was so scared jus now acting in frot of Dr Yaacob Ibrahim and der other guests but i managed to put myself together and really2 tried my best to act in front of dem. This is an experienced dat i will nvr forget man!I was also really touched by my fav malay teacher, cikgu Azlina hugged me and sincerely said thank you to me for acting jus now.I wanted to cry but i held back tears. I will nvr ever forgt dat.I really2 hope dat she will b wit us until we leave our sec sch. I really2 love her a lot.She is exactly like my mum and i treat her like she is my second mother. i will really2 b sad if she leaves. haiz........

I dunno larh.Now i jus feel like crying.I dunno y. Mayb its jus dat i miss der times where i have to stay back until 6.45 to practise on der lakonan that is SO much fun. haiz...i'm confused. or mayb its jus der song I wish that by bianca ryan dat i'm listening to that make me wan to cry. OMG!!*sobs* I DUNNO!! I hate it wen my feelings change suddenly and randomly. haiz.....wat is wrong wit me now!!?? i shld b happy, proud and relieved dat der acting thingy is over bt now...i jus cant gt it out of my head and der words of der song is buzzing through my mind now...haiz...okays la guys....will update u soon about my recent events dat i went.

Jus wanna tell u all dat hyrul's b'dae is comin.This is der details:

We have planned for Hyrul's 22ndBirthday Party on the Saturday, 29September 2007. Yes, buka puasa wifthe man himself.Each person would be charged $10 forfood, goodie bag and lucky draw.So, if you would like to attend thebirthday party please email Fiza bythis Sunday, 16 September 2007 so thatI can provide you with further details.
fizah_conventgerl57@hotmail.com
In this format-
Name.
Contact No:
Email:
No. of Tickets:
PLEASE EMAIL FIZA ASAP.
THANK YOU!
SPREAD THE HYRULITISM!

byebye la... :)

2007-08-25T15:44:00.000+08:00

hey guys!
i've been off frm blogging for a couple of days bt now dat exams are finally over, i'm back!!YAAY!! actually, exams are over lyke two wks bfore bt i hav gt tones of homework last wk so yeah. anywae, let me tell u on der things dat hav been happening to me.

firstly,i've been chosen by my malay teacher to act in front of the malay mp for education(i tink). i tink it is very pathetic to act in front of hyme as dere are only 4 ppl acting dis so called skit, dat is me, aishah, zilah and faris(der only boy).i will b practising der skit nxt tues and in der sept hols as well. Wat a bummer man!! haiz...

secondly, i have gotten back all my results for my common test. I cant belive it. I got okay marks ar bt i tot i would really2 do badly. My instincts were all wrong man.I really2 tot i would fail my maths. let me tell u my results and how i improve aite?

Malay: 69/100(improved)
English:62/100(disimproved)
Maths:76/100(disimproved bt gt second in class)
Science:84/100(improved and gt second in class)
History:91/100(improved and gt second in class)

LOL...i tink my faith only lies in being second in class. LOL. I feel deeply irritated by the fact dat i would hav gotten first in class for der various subjects if i hav gotten 1 more mark or less. it was also because of my careless mistakes dat i gt second in class for varous subjects. I am still not satisfied bt nevertheless i'll do better in EOY.

Thirdly, i cant wait to go to the recording on 8th of sept.My fwen, Fafa, ask me if i wanted to go to a recording of a show dat she was going to b in. I agreed and she told me dat i could invite a fwen along. I asked Fatin and Ferah bt dey turned der offer down. I den asked Fiza but she told me dat she gt sumthing on, on dat dae. Finally, i asked mira, my bestie , and she told me dat she wanted to go bt needed to ask her parents for permission. I really2 hope at she cn go. I really miss and hearts her lots. I am so lucky to hav a fwen lyke her. Wats more, she is oso a hyrulite so its even more easy to gt to noe her. :)

Yesterdae was NPCC. I was really dubting to go bt i went anywae.I was SO happy dat i went as it was ABSOLUTE FUN eventhough we had to wear full-u all der wae frm 2.30 to 5.30 and stand in der hot sun of der carpark.All through der NPCC, we had foot drills and really2 trained hard.Inspector Ibrahim was quite strict at first , pumping us wen he checked our full-u bt in der foot drill, he gav us a chance to hav fun. Faheema couldnt stop laughing wen Shafiq made a few mistakes. Even inspector Ibrahim laughed. All of us were stopping back giggles of laughter cause we were in a squad and we werent allowed to figet or even move worse, giggle. But dere was 1 tyme yesterdae dat shafiq answered nack in a very super funny way dat made everybody laugh out loud and even Inspector Ibrahim couldnt hold back his laugh and he allowed us to laugh as much as we cn. HAHAHA. We had so much fun yesterdae rite sec 2 npcc cadets o7? hehe..
Inspector Ibrahim den told us dat he was nt pampering us bt was jus nt being too strict as he knew dat we all will nt do our drills properly and dere will b a lot of casualties.I was very shocked wen he told us also dat he did nt come last wk cause one of his loved ones passed away. I really pitied him.

Today i realised something.I realised dat i really treasure my loved ones a lot. My Family, Besties, Best fwens, Hyrulties, Huda gurls, hyrul, sec 2 NPCC cadets of 07 and my classmates. They are all very important to me. My lyfe wont b der same without dem. I hope dat all of dem will be a part of me foreva. :) I miss dem and love dem a lot. Hugges and kisses upon dem.

well, dats all guys. will update u soon on der recording on 8 of sept.
*sabby*

I'm pissed off!!

2007-08-13T20:16:00.000+08:00

I'm drowing......

I really2 dunno wat to do.....

I nd you by my side....

i cant take it anymore....

i wanna burst all my sorrow to you....

i'm still waiting and hoping for you to come and confort me....

dream on...

dis is wat i felt nowadays. I really dunno y. I am lyke very2 depressed and PISSED OFF.Mayb all der exam fever and school is getting into me and making my head burst, especially aft der maths common test which i took today.A big heavy lump is forming in my heart. I've tried everything to make myself feel better bt i jus cant.I dunno y.This is my last option: blogging. By blogging, I can expressed my feelings and make myself feel better.I noe sum of you disagree bt who cares, dis is jus who i am.This feeling dat i'm suffering frm now is still a mystery to me. I am SO certain dati will do badly 4 all my common test papers. I have dis insticnt dat tells me dat, eventhough i tried my best. I can feel dat i am going to let EVERYONE dat i noe down cause of my grades and myself.

I made a deal wit my mum dat before my exams dat i will maintain my 3rd in class and 14th in position if my mum let me go to all hyrul's shows and concerts and let me go out wit der hyrulites.my mum was hesitant bt agreed eventually aft sum persuations frm der EXPERT..hehe.. bt wen i took all der common test..haiz..my confidence jus went down and down till i have none left. i am certain dat i cant fulfill my mum's wish and cause of dat i am very scared dat i cant b wit der hyrulites anymore and i cant go to hyrul's shows. *sobs* Wen i'm writing dis, deep down inside i'm crying cause i have really2 practiced very hard and tried my best bt by der looks of it i am sure to let my mum down and dat i cant fulfill my mum's wish. Dat makes me sad and depressed cause i noe dat i have failed as a daughter. HAIZ...omg..tears are really starting to fill my eyes man...i cant stop dem..i'm too sad and depressed.i cant take it any more haiz...

My mood swings really getting hold of me now.So guys...PLS GET AWAY FRM ME IF U DUN WANNA B HURT.. I am so sorry. I cant help it.
The other thing dat keeps bugging me is ppl tokin bout hyrul. I keep asking myself y do all dis things happen to me , y do my loved ones hav to suffer cause of me , y do i alwaes cause dem distress bt i tink dat all dis is jus a test for me frm Allah. I really hope dat things well b better. I oso dun understand y ppl keep on tokin BAD bout hyrul. GUYS...HE IS A HUMAN BEING TOO U NOE...haiz...i noe larh u all are jus trying to make me angry rite? lyke wanting to tease me bt y cant u jus find other ways of doing dat? y must everything i do b related to my idol, hyrul? and FYI, I noe dat NABI MUHAMMAD is my idol and it is lyke everyones. Dey jus dun say it cause it is alwaes in dier hearts. An idol dun neccessarily means dat i worship hyme or he is lyke everything to me. It simply means dat he is special and very important to me. He inspires me and wen ever i look at hyme, it will make me happy and lucky dat i am 1 of der hyrulites. Lucky to b a part of dem and lucky to have all of dem in my lyfe. I love dem all. AND, btw, love doesnt hav to b only to ur boifwen or gurlfwes if dats wat SOME of u tinks. Love is free and cn b for any1 dat u appreaciate and is important to u. I hope dat frm now on, dere is no misunderstanding of dat.Hyrul is a source of inspiration for me. Actually, i dun really care bout anu at first bt wen i my couz came to my house 1 day and ask me to on der tv for her to watch anu and i watch wit her, wen i saw hyrul performing, i straight away fell in love wit hyme, his style, his personality, EVERYTHING bout hyme "WOWS' me.Frm den on, i became 1 of his fans and now i'm lyke super crazy bout hyme. hehe. i noe some of u guys are sayin lyke wat der hell am i tokin bout. Jus tink bout someone important to u. Dunt u feel der same way too?? haiz..sumtimes its better nt to say sumthings huh??
well i jus hope dat NOBODY will say anything bad bout hyrul.Wen ppl say dat, sumtimes it really hurts u noe. SO pls, STOP IT!!
*sabby*

MEMORIES TO SHARE

2007-08-02T14:40:00.000+08:00

hey guys!!

its me again!! :) just came back frm sch....now i'm lyke looking through raw relle's blog and chatting wit kak aishah...hehe...well..let me tell u all der things dat hav been happening to me huh??

14 July 2007

I know this is lyke a long tyme ago..bt dis dae is one of der most memorable dae in my lyfe...so sad dat ferah couldnt make it cause of SOME reasons. well..on dat dey, i went out wit KINDER GURLZ(sort of ar)....On dis dae, we went to Kousalya's house to do our 2-D animatio project..we were suppose to do a storyboard...oh yarh and nt forgtin our history project. I went out of der house at around 10 sumtin and reached der bus stop near westmall at around 11pm.There, i w8ted for Fatin to come.I was so lucky(OBVIOUS)dat Fatin came on tyme to catch der bus 187.Guess wat!!?? her sister came along too...her sister is lyke one of der cutest darlings ever...hehe...den, we alighted at kousalya's bus stop where Faheema was w8tin 4 us cause u noe..dis is our first tyme goin to kousy's house ad we didnt noe where it is.At bout 11.30, we reached her house and we started doin our project....OMG!! u noe kousy's lil sis PRIYA...haiz..she's SUCH a BRAT....bt anyhow..she's cute and IRRITATING..well..DARING oso....hehe..

to kousy:how do u even survive living wit priya huh?? we nd a private tok bout dis..hehe...

anywae...all dat tyme she was demanding 4 attention and alwaes hitting us...she is SO ANNOYING!! I really pitied Fatin...priya hit her a lot of times and she is just 5 years old!!!

OMG!! 5 years old!!??iswear u guys will nt believe dat she 5 wen u meet her...LOL....we couldnt even cocentrate in our work and kousy had to scold her alwaes...and I LUV UR HOUSE KOUSY!!! even if u HATE it larh... :) while we were doing our work and trying to tolerate Priya, we oso CAMWHORED...hehe..I AM OFFICIALLY A CAMWHORER...hmm....did i say dis b4?? hehe... because of all dis so called 'OBSTACLES' , we spent hours of completing our work...and we at last finished at 6.30pm...i tink(confused)..hehe...oh yarh and bfore dat, we oso ate BRIYANI dat kousy's mom cooked especially 4 us...LUV UR FAMLY AND U KOUSY!!! hehe...it was SUPER DELICIOUS!! hehe...and aft dat, i went to Faheema's house to w8 4 my mum to fetch me frm work...and i ate summore dere as faheema told me dat her mum cooked alreadi and pleaded me to eat(sort of pleaded)....i was SO glad dat i ate it cause der mee siam was SUPER DELICIOUS again...hehe....OBVIOUS MARH...my best fwens are PROS!!

to kousy and faheema:thks 4 der delicious food guys!!!

well..dats all i did...so sad dat ferah couldn't come...it was damn fun...

p.s. we CAMWHORED again wen kousy's bigger sis came back home....and i noe dat priya du lyke me...hehe...

okays larh..dis are der pics dat i tok at kousy's house..CHEERS!!

FaTiN and SaBBy

FaRaH,KouSy,FaTiN,FaHeeMa and PriYa

KouSy researching

FaHeeMa,PriYa,KouSy,FaRaH,FaTiN

Complain Queen feeding Mrs Perfectionist..LOL

I'm alreadi too full!! stop feeding me!! hehe...

CHEESE!!

Kousy: Get to work guys while i sit here and rest..

SMILE!!(1st shoot)

FaRaH,FaTiN and SaBBy(2nd shoot)

LOVE!!

lets b fwens!!

FaHeeMa and PriYa

SaBBy,PriYa and FaTiN

FaHeeMa and FaRaH

KouSy and FaRaH

SaBBy and FaRaH

Hugs and kisses!!

BEST FWENS 4EVA!!KINDER GURLS!!!

ARGH!! TO MUCH NP!!!

2007-07-24T21:40:00.000+08:00

hey guys...well..i'm lyke sooo sleepy now..i really am..eventhough its jus 9.40pm...haiz...i had a tough and pack activites dis wk..let me tell u my schedules okay??

Mon: NPCC-3 to 4pm
went back home to check sumthing-4 to 4.30pm
meet Fatin and Saferah-5.30pm
gt back home-8.20pm
eat,bath,solat-8.20 to 9pm
watch hikmah-9 to llpm

Tue:NPCC-2.30 to 6pm
gt back at 6.30pm
bath,eat solat-6.30 to 7.30pm
did my homework-7.30 to 9.30pm
and now blogging

Wed:NPCC-3 to 6pm
will b back home at 6.30pm
bath,eat,solat-6.30 to 7.30pm
do homework-7.30 to 8.30pm
prepare 4 history wizard-8.30 to 9.30pm
watch tv and chat-9.30 to .......

Thurs:NPCC-2.30 to 6pm
reach home at 6.30pm
eat,bath,solat-6.30 to 7.30pm
get ready to go tuition-7.30 to 7.45pm
go tuition-7.45 to 8pm
tuition-8pm to 9.30pm
will b back home by 10pm
do my homework-10 to 11pm

Fri:NPCC-1pm to 7 suthing pm
will b back home by 8pm
cant go to tuition as tuition starts frm 6.30 to 8pm
AND AT LAST...
I CAN RELAX!!!!!!

OMG!! dis year, dere's a lot of NPCC stuff man!! as compared to last year...may because nxt year we will bcome NCO mayb... i dunno..sumtimes i jus feel lyke quiting NP cause it s too much until even my homwwork i cant afford to do...haiz..lets jus c how it is huh?? bt i noe i cant quit NP...i jus noe it..and i WONT quit it cause i LOVE NPCC too much...i noe dat sounds crazy...i love it as much as i love der kinder gurls, huda gurls and der hyrulites and my family...i tink u guys noe wat i mean rite??:) so i cant possibly jus quit it rite?? :) well...i'll jus hav to endure..1 more year to go bfore i become an NCO...i cant w8 to train my cadets.. :) anywaes...wish me luck 4 my STORY TELLING...i noe..i noe..i still havent present it..casue der teachers always nvr come and we alwaes hav to pospone it again and again...okay larh guys...i gtg...i wanna TIDUR...if i hav der tyme, i'll tell u wat i did in der last wkend kays???

*sabby*

WORSE ANU FINALS EVER!!

2007-07-20T14:20:00.000+08:00

OMG!! I so hate dis year's anu finals...i dun noe how HE cn win der competition!! His lyke too young!! ARGH!! I was hoping dat Maiya or Roslan win der comp...bt NO..it had 2 b hyme...haiz...i really dun noe wat has happened 2 our muzik industry in Singapore.Now i noe why dey cant come up wit more WONDERFUL talents lyke SITI NURHALIZA,MISHA OMAR,ZIANA ZAIN,EKA MAIRINA,HYRUL ANUAR,ANUAR ZAIN and so on. It is because dey prefer LOOKS to VOICE and dat is SO WRONG!!OMG!! REALLY!! ARGH!! y do ppl alwaes vote looks?? WHY!! ANUGERAH IS A SINGING COMPETITION 4 GOODNESS SAKE!! AND DER FOUR BEST PEOPLE IN DIS COMPETITION IS SITI HANAH/MAIYA/ROSLAN/HAIRI...haiz...i really2 hope dat our muzik industry will nt slack and go down der drain...i hope dat dey will discover more APPROPRIATE talents...anywae..dis years anu...ANUGERAH 2007, 2 me, is der WORSE ANU ever...2 years back it was der BEST..bt now..haiz...i better nt say it...haiz...

as 4 HYME...i tink dat he will nt go FAR..really!! bt der thing i really2 hope is dat hyrul anuar will keluarkan album dulu...den followed by HYME..if nt...haiz...i really dunno wat 2 say...
hyrul...sori 2 say dis okay?? i noe dat ur very busy wit ur NS and shows and all...WE, ur fans will w8 PATIENTLY 4 u...bt..i HOPE dat u cn come out wit ur debut album even faster den HYME...and SHOW THOSE CERTAIN PPL OUT DERE WHO HATE/DISLIYKE EUU DAT EUU ARE NT FORGTTEN...WE ARE STILL HERE WITH U..SUPPORTING EUU>>EVERYTYME..EVRYWHERE...

okay...so enough of all dat ehk??dat was der first thing i wanna tok about...now i jus wanna forgt bout it...i gt more important things to do anywae....remember i alwaes go 2 huda on sundaes??yarh rite??well..last wk i brought my camera....we all, der HUDA GURLS CAMWHORED till de end of all der lessons...it was damn fun larh...hehe...now i wanna show u der BEHIND ER SCENES pics...hehe...

SaaRaH and SaBBy

FaRaH,SaaRaH,SaBBy and Siska

*candid*

Siska and FaRaH

Siska,FaRaH,SaaRaH,SaBBy

HaSia,Siska,FaRaH and SaaRaH a.k.a.
THE KECOH PPL!!

ZaFiRaH,SisKa and FaRaH

SaBBy,HaSia and HiDaYaH
Wat is hidayah doing??hehe...

Us Again!! *CHEESE* dis is a candid photo taken by FARAH while we were posing for Hidayah's cam...

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LUV!!! Hidayah..Hidayah...

CAMWHORERS 4EVA!!

der third thing im going 2 say is...
HAPPY B'DAE FATIMAH!!!
LUV U DARL!!!
Hope dat all ur wishes will come true...hehe...

2moro i'll update u on der things dat i did 2dae 4 der racial harmony dae...oh..yarh and 2moro i'll b wit kinder gurlz 2 do a proj...i cant w8 2 meet my gfs...LUV DEM LOTZ!! :)
bubye!!

*sabby*

ANU FINALS!!

2007-07-18T18:55:00.000+08:00

hey guys..
i just came back frm NPCC...2dae even better den yesterdae larh...inspector Aishah and Felicia nt as strict as inspector zaki and ibrahim...HAIYO!! i really enjoyed 2dae...except 4 der getting scolded and punished ar...hehe...bt now...der scoldings and der punishments are very normal in a NPCC cadet's lyfe..we are all used to it..so its nt a big deal ar...hehe..okay..enough of NPCC...

der most important thing 4 2dae is der ANU FINALS!! and der best part is...HYRUL'S PERFORMING!! Gd luck bro!! hehe...CONFIRM MESTI BEST PUNYER LARH UR PERFORMANCE...nt 2 mention MAIYA'S and ROSLAN'S performance oso...i cant w8 2 hear maiya sing GEMILANG...hehe...HAPPENING BABE!! I just wanna wish all der finalist all der best in2dae's finals...may der best singer 4 2dae WINS!! GD LUCK AND TRY UR BEST!!

In my opinion, i tink dat MAIYA will win dis competition cause she's singing GEMILANG...roslan will b second,nurun warah will b third and Aliff will b last....dis ar my predictions..i hope it comes true cause i tink maiya REALLY2 deserves to win...ALL DER BEST GUYS AND HYRUL!!I cant w8 2 go 2 der gathering.. :)

*sabby*

Happy B'dae Mira!!

2007-07-16T17:05:00.000+08:00

Hey guys!!

Firstly...guess wat?? FARAH HAS A NEW BLOG!!OMG!! hehe..

Secondly..I GT THROUGH DER FINALS 4 DER STORY TELLING COMPETITION!!hehe..thk u..thk u..i noe i pro larh kan..mesti ar..SABBY per..hehe..(jkin)i'll b presenting in front of der whole sch nxt mon...in der morning assembly..wish me luck guys!!but der thing i am puzzled with is dat only 3 ppl gt in der finalz..lyke WTH??soo sikit org sih..but gd larh..der lesser der competitiors..der higher chance of winning..i'm lyke so happy to make 2E5 better..

Thirdly...
HAPPY B'DAE MIRA!!
Semoga Mira dicurahkan kebahagian yg berkekalan daripada Allah..
Senyum2 selalu tau??
LUV EUU DARL!!
I'm lyke so kangen kan euu larh Mira..
Hope we have der gathering soon aites??

FAN CLUB NAME UP SOON!!

2007-07-13T16:21:00.000+08:00

OMG!! i'm lyke so HAPPY!! I tok 2 Fiza 1 dae bout makin a fan club name for all hyrul fans...she says she will write it at er hyrul anuar forum bt she told me dat dere was only a few ppl who repiled to all der post...i told her dat i would help her out as much as possible...so i spend er nxt hour and more sendin comments to most of der 138 hyrul anuar members in der forum and sum others to check out der forum frm tyme 2 tyme for more updates...i was so happy wen i came back everydae to check der forum dat my work had paid off as dere was a huge increased in der no of ppl who repiled to fiza's post on der fan club name...dere were all kinds of names lyke..hyrulians by fiza..hyrulites by zuraimi...hothyrulz by yaslam...heartyhyrul and rulnatiks by kak Ctie and some others...2dae i check der forum i i saw dat dere was a post by hyrul which says dat he lyke der name hyrulites der best..a lot of ppl voted for dat name too bt i am nt sure if der fan club will b base hyrulites...lets jus w8 and c rite guys??I'll keep u guys update on any hyrul events kays??..nt forgtin der name of our fan club...
smilez

*sabby*

Pertapis Charity Show

2007-06-18T10:59:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps!!

I had SO much FUN yesterdae.hehe.I went to watch Hyrul's performance at der pertapis charity show at Yew Tee CC.I went dere at around 2pm wit Fafa and her fwens.Wen we went dere, it was so crowded.We went to der side of der stage to gt der closest and first glimpes of der artises.I saw Shah(ppl call hyme Cha..haha...),sufian(ppl call hyme Ian..),Junaidi(ppl call hyme eddie..) and ashmi.I watched their performance and at 2.35, I fetched Mira up frm der mrt.Den we all went to der side of der stage to join Fafa and her fwens.We den took pics and tok 2 shah,eddie,Ian,and ashmi.We tok 2 shah der most cause he was sooo FREE.hehe.He's a very funny guy i tell yarh.oh yarh, nt to mention i took their autographs.Frm tyme 2 tyme, we keep on askin Shah wen Hyrul will b comin.We waited for 4hrs for Hyrul to come.At last, shah had an sms/call frm Hyrul to pick hyme up ar.Aft bout 10 mins w8in 4 Shah to come back, we saw Shah. My heart was beatin very fast wen I saw hyme, haha, as I knew yg Hyrul dh sampai. I stayed very close to der tentage dat was behind der stage as dat was where hyrul was. I was wantin Hyrul to come out asap.Bout 6.30, at last, he came out. Every1 was shoutin and screamin ,cheerin 4 hyme.(really i'm nt jokin)Wen he came on stage, he sang his song kesal wit Imran. IT WAS SO HOT!! A lot of ppl came to der front of der stage to take their pic.Their performance was der BEST, dat was y i tink dat dey performed last.Anyway, did i mention how tiring it was to wait 4 Hyrul for 4hrs.I was so frustrated.hehe..bt it was worth der effort to c hisw performance wit Imran.He sang 3 songs, if i;m correct ar.Aft he sang Kesal, he sang Seribu Tahun wit Imran den ,in der finale, he sang pertama.I took a vid of der finale and i will b uploadin it in youtube so u guys watch out 4 it kays? Anyway, aft der performance we tot we could take pic wit hyme ar so we waited outside der tentage 4 hyme to come out bt Fiza told us dat we are nt aloowed to take pics wit hyme.I was so devastated.We w8ted 4 hrs for nothin!! ARGH!! Wen der artis2 went out of de tentage, the manager blocked our way and urged all der artis2 to quickly go toder lift of der yew tee cc.I tink dat nobody could take pic wit hyrul and Imran.I and Mira wanted to head home bt wen we saw Fiza and Kak Ctie w8in wit dier fwens, we decided 2 w8 4 hyrul.Aft bout a few mins, my mum called and pick me up cause we had to visit my uncle who was sick.I pleaded my mum to come ltr, aft i took pic wit hyrul bt my mum disagreed. So in der end, I did nt take pic wit hyrul on dat dey.Bt I was oso happy 4 der others who w8ted and gt to take pic wit Hyrul.Tk per larh ehk? Nxt tyme leh amik and jumper dier.Looking forward 2 der nxt hyrul performance.den cn meet all der Hyrul fwens/my fwens.hehe.

Anyway,Hyrul is goin 2 Brunei nxt wk to perform dere.I wish hyme der best in everythin.Gonna miss hyme lots.Jaga diri baik2 and i cant w8 4 u 2 gt back 2 Singapore.SMile ALways!!

Now I wanna show u der pics i took at der pertapis charity show and nt to forgt u guys MUST go 2 dis url aites??
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oAbXF81Ak9c
dat url is a vid of Hyrul dat i took at der pertapis charity carnival.And now 4 der photos:

*sabby*

A New Discovery

2007-06-12T15:15:00.000+08:00

I found dis thingy at Hasia's website and i tried it...dis is wat it says bout my personality..

You Are An ENFP

The Inspirer

You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends.
You are also unconventional, irreverent, and unimpressed by authority and rules.
Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives.
You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're quite the storyteller!

In love, you are quite the charmer. And you are definitely willing to risk your heart.
You often don't follow through with your flirting or professed feelings. And you do break a lot of hearts.

At work, you are driven but not a workaholic. You just always seem to enjoy what you do.
You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist.

How you see yourself: compassionate, unselfish, and understanding

When other people don't get you, they see you as: gushy, emotional, and unfocused

What's Your Personality Type?

3 BEST Daes Of My LiFe

2007-06-11T09:45:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps!! how ar u'll doin?? havin fun doin ur hols?? i hav had loads of fun last wk on 8th,9th and 10th of June. This 3 daes are der best daes of my life. Let me tell u bout it kays?

Friday,8th of June 07

I was suppose to be goin out wit Kinder Gurlz at first bt on 7th of June at 6pm, Nauar called me to inform me dat she cant make it anymore. I was so sad bt i told her dat we would be meetin her on 23rd of June.We cancelled der outin cause it was because of Nauar dat we made it on fri.I den called Hasia aft dat and asked her if she wanted to make der outin on fri to replace der cancelled outin. We discussed 4 a while and der outin was confirmed. We were supposed to meet at 10 am at Bugis MRT station.We were goin to eat breakfast dere. It was gonna b so fun if itwas nt 4 Hasia bein rude to her mum. She called me at 9.15 aft i jus woke up and realised dat i was sooo LATE. SHe told me dat der outin was cancelled bcause she was RUDE to her mu and her mum refuse to let her go out of der house. I called Saarah to inform her dat and dere after i remembered der promise i made wit my bro to giv hyme a treat to watch shrek 3.I told my bro if he would lyke to go to der movies on fri and he agreed. We called our couzzy and asked hyme if he could make it and go wit us to der movies and he said yes.Der movie was at 10.30 am so at 10, I and my bro went to Lot1, jus near my house. We bounght der tickets and waited for abg and shafiq 2 come by. We waited 4 2 mins and we was turnin impatient and at 1 tyme i tot dat dey were nt goin to make it in tyme to catch der movie bt at der very last min, i saw dem. I was overjoyed.We bought pocorns and drinks and went in ASAP.Der movie. Shrek 3, was only 93 mins. Quite short, bt FANTASTIC.I lyke der movie a lot. It was lyke shrek 2. It was also quite funny.hehe. Aft der movie, we went to take neoprints. At first, abg and shafiq refused to go in bt aft some persuations frm ME,obviously,hehe.We went in and spent a long tyme choosin der best neo booth. I told dem dat it was gonna b nice bt i was wrong. It was a disaster. We jus pressed anyhow and der pictures came out all wrong and wats more, we sux at decoratin so der neoprint was very ugly!! ARGH!! Abg looked at me wit a i-told-u-so look bt i ignored hyme and told dem dat dis was our first tyme takin couzzy neoprint 2gether, dats y.Dey den jus noded dier head.Aft dat,we said goodbye 2 Shafiq as he was goin 2 solat at a mosque at BB.I, my bro and abbg went home. I cut and organised der neoprints so dat each 1 of us hav an equal share while my bro and abg get ready to solat in der mosque. At 1, dey went off and i was lyke all alone at home, watchin tv.(I gt nothin beter 2 do) Wen dey came back at 2, we played in der net and took loads of pics 2gether. At 6pm, I and abg went off.(I was goin 2 tuition and abg was goin back home) We bought bubble tea and dispersed to our own destinations.It was super fun!! Let me show u der pics we took aite??

Saturday,9th of June 2007

I spent der morning at home..jus bfore dat, my mum asked me if i would lyke to go jemputan wit her and i simpliy said..anythin larh..my mum was lyke..okay..get dressed at 3pm and i'll b comin back at 4...i jus noded my head...at 3pm, i was still on der net feelin lazy...at 4pm, my dad went to pick up my mum and i quickly got dressed.I waited for my mum to gt dressed until 5pm while my dad went to pick up my bro. At 5.15, we went to der jemputan. I was told dat sumbody gt married bt i had no idea who. I ate a bit of mee. At 6.40pm, we went to pray at der nearest mosque in Ang Mo Kio(cause der juemputan was held dere)After dat, my parents were conciderin if we should go to expo to replaced der Johor trip. After a while, we made our way dere and we went to der Kampong festa. I had no idea dat luck was n my side. I followed my mum to look at some shops. There was a concert at der front of der expo.(dere are alwaes concerts to attract ppl to go dere)While i was lookin at some attractive things, I heard the host say, "SIAPER MINAT HYRUL ANUAR?" and den i heard screams and shouts ffrm der audience. I froze and was very shocked. A lot of thoughts circled my mind. Was hyrul here? If he was den y didnt he put it inside his calender?(i tink he stated it,mayb i didnt c it)If he wasnt dere den y would der host announced dat? I was very curios. I told my mum dat I was goin to der front to watch der concert 4 a while. I went to der front and saw Pak Aziz entertainin der audience. I was devastated. I decided to wait 4 a while.Mayb he was dere, only he hasnt come out? Aft der performance, der host shouted,"SIAPER MINAT HYRUL?"..and again i heard screams and shouts cheerin 4 hyme. A wide grin crossed my face and i knew he was dere. Der host say again,"Mari Kiter panggil hyrul keluar!"
I was so excited.I would meet hyme again!! OMG!! Its a dream come true!! HEHE..Der he was on stage wit a big smile on his face as he saw der huge crowd of ppl cheerin 4 hyme.His first perfrmance, he sang a song wit Pak Aziz...it was okay ar..bt der second performance was der BEST!!Hyrul saw Makcik Marpoah and gt downsage and asked her to come up on stage to dance along wit hyme as he sing.At first she refused to bt aft Hyrul persuade her and invited her fwen to come along, she agreed. I tell yarh..they were sooo ENTHU!! OMG!! I JUS CANT STOP LAUGHIN WEN DER PERFORMANCE BEGAN!! EVEN HYRUL STOP BACK BUNCHES OF LAUGHTER AND CANT CONCENTRATE ON SINGIN..i pity hyme..every minute or two, he has to organise dem to stand in front.(fyi, der were three of dem, two makciks and i pakcik..der pakcik umm gt mental prblem..)Anywae, dey dance very FUNNY it ell yarh..VERY!! hehe.. i of der makcik Nanyok i tink...dats y..hehe..anyway after dat, he went backstage and sang again at der end of der sort-of concert.Aft der concert ended, I and my mummy went backstage to take pics wit hyme.Dere was a big crowd of ppl and I was so happy wen I saw Fiza.(This was our first meetin) I called her and said hi to her. SHe was quite shocked to c me. She was lyke"u look so different" and i jus smiled...i waited 4 hyrul to come out after dat.Wen he came out, der were bodyguards all around hyme. The bodyguard sort of lyke dragged hyme out bt he stayed put 4 a while and den my mummy pushed me in front and i took pic wit hyme. Only 4 ppl managed to take pic wit hyme as der bodyguards were impatient and dragged hyme out of expo asap.I wss very happy dat i gt to take pic wit hyme. I did nt noe dat he would b dere.hehe. Aft dat, i and my family went home. I saw Fiza bt i did nt waved at her to say goodbye. I feel soo bad bout it.SORI FIZA!! Anywae, I gt back home at around 11pm.

ONCE AGAIN..SORI FIZA 4 NT WAVING GOODBYE TO U

Outing wit my bestie

2007-06-06T11:51:00.000+08:00

hey peeps!!
on mondae, i went to Jurong Entertainment to catch a movie wit my bestie sherrie and her bro and my bro...it was soo damn FUN!! We watched 'PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN'. I LUV DER SHOW..it was soo funnny..and rlando bloom was soo damn HOT!! hehe.. aft der movie, it was bout 5.10 lyke dat ar...we decided dat it was too early to go home soi and sherrie took neoprint while hisyam and sharudin(sherrie's bro)played at de arcade and eat Mc Donalds. hehe.. we were so fussy bout takin der best neoprint booth dat we had to w8 4 a long tyme b4 we could take neoprints.. hehe... let me show u wat we took aite??

nice rite?? hehe.. i noe..acordin to sherrie, we toook bout 45 mins to do dat..it was quite shockin dat we only took 45 mins bt well i was so happy to go home aft dat as i was DEAD tired frm der outin..hehe.. we reached home bout 6.30..i had soo much fun..thks sherrie 4 goin out wit me..luv ya!!

anywae, on der nxt post, i'll tell u bout der chalet i went to ar on der31th of may to 2 of june huh? well..look forward to it aite??

*sabby*

2007-05-26T17:27:00.000+08:00

MY OVERALL RESULTS

English:66.8
Malay:61.9
Maths:80.1
Science:69.8
Geog:77.2
Lit:84.2
HomEcons:71.3

Total:511.3/700
Percentage:73
Class Position:3/40
Lvl Position:14/196
Results: passed

well..dats my results..i'm very happy bout it although its sucky..lolz...okay guys..apologies 4 nt updatin aites?? Let me tell u wats been happenin all dis while..
last fri,sat and sun, i went 4 NP camp...it was DAMN fun bt very tirin and torturin..i hate der drills...on der first dae, we spent bout 3 to 4 hrs 4 drills..it was VERY tirin...in dae 2, our drills was frm 8am to 12.30pm cause of promotion test..i'm lyke soo happy wen dey announced dat der whole squad dat took der promotion test passed it..so now, I'm a CORPORAL!! WEEE~~~ :) i LOVED der games der best bt i gt all wet and sticky in 1 of der games. I dunno wat its called bt i know dat we are supposed to blindfold der participates and throw water and flour at dem..hehe..it was absolute fun..we played games throughout der dae aft der promotion test..i was soo relief dat der promotion test is over...i was soo scared dat i failed..hehe..u all noe me rite?? I'm alwaes scared of dis stuff.. :) oh yarh..in dae 3, we nd 2 wake up at 3am as dere was a fire drill. We were supposed 2 hav PT aft dat bt cause we nvr take care of our FULL U properly, we gt punished by havin changin parade instead...oh..i changed my mind..der part i hate most is der changin parade..it is SOO FREAKIN TIRIN!! bt...aft changin 2 half u and mufti, i could nt tahan alreadi so i told my NCO dat i had headache..bt der wierdest thing was aft a while, i really had a headache...hehe..i noe i'm bad and wierd and weak..u guys no nd 2 rub it in okay??soo..overall, i tink der camp was fun... :)

oh yarh ppl..HAPPY HOLS!!i gt a lot of activities in der hols lyke structured programmes, shalets,goin out wit fwens and goin tuition..i'm lyke so annoyed wit SOME ppl..Y CANT DEY JUS LEAVE US TO ENJOY OUR HOLS!! Y MUST DEY RUIN OUR HOLS JUST LYKE DAT!! haiz..okay..i tink i shld stop bein emo..hehe..FYI..I'M NT EMO...der only person i noe who is emo is abg..hehe..lolz..

kays guys...
i will end it here..
will update soon..

*sabby*

Hyrul Anuar- Ku COba

2007-05-22T17:28:00.001+08:00

I LUV IT!!

2007-05-14T15:36:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps!!

I jus came back frm skool yeah...and..i jus gt my results!! ARGH!! Its SOOO SUXKY!! I cant believe it!! I only gt 77 out of hundred 4 maths eventhough I gt second in class...4 Geog, I only gt lyke 79 over hundred..and I'm der third highest in class...at least der geo and maths ar okay...u will nt believe it wen I tell u my results in eng nad malay...first of all..I SOOO HATE BOTH SUBJECTS!! LOLZ...okay..now 2 tell u my results...I gt 62 out of hundred 4 eng..and 61.8 4 my malay...HOW DISGUSTING IS DAT!! OMG!! I noe...haiz...2moro will b gtin back my science,Home Econs and Lit..I hope I gt at least 75 and above 4 all of dem 2 maintain my standard...OMG!! i still cant believe it u noe!! HAIYO!! haiz...

okay..enough bout der results...u noe..jus now I tried at least 10 times to gt into blogger cause I forgt my password..STUPID me!!lolx..i noe...hehe..bt finally..wen I was about 2 giv up and delete or abandone my blog...I remembered der password...lolz..I noe LAME!!

oh yarh..and anyway..I hav decided 2 change my blogskin..i wanna make it unique..special..lovable..beautiful... I'm findin der perfect 1 rite now bt i noe i cant do it by 2dae cause at 3.45 in a min, i'm goin 2 pray..lolz..and anyway i tried 2 find bt all der blogskins are soo yucky!!lolz...i hope i cn find a new perfect sabrina-like blogskin..so..if u guys hav any url of blogskins, feel free 2 tag me..

okay den..its alreadi 3.45...my time writin has ended here...i hope i will c u guys soon...i will b writin again 2moro..oh yarh and 2 Hasia...are u happy now dat i hav written!!??!! :)

*sabby*

2007-04-11T17:59:00.000+08:00

Hi guys!!
its me again...i jus want 2 post dis vid..by hyrul anuar...its a hit...and..i LUV it!!!
enjy watchin it!!

Hyrul Anuar-Ku Coba

*sabby*

2007-04-11T14:59:00.000+08:00

hey guys..

sori ar..long tyme nvr update...aniwae...soulconfession is back in action!! At last he decided 2 reblog back...our emo romeo...lyke nurul say...lol...i miss hyme lotz...wanted 2 go 2 muzika..bt parents dun let...haiyo..lyke dat oso cant ar...haiz...bt nvm larh..plead 2 dem so i cn go 2 apm..even more artiste...cant w8 2 go wit der hyrul fans' lyke...wan,nurul,adk mira,arziela....sooofun..i hope ey cn go oso...most important..i hope I cn go...lol...aniwaes...jus now jus emailed hyrul...suggested 2 hyme dat we(hyrul fans) should cme up a name 4 ourselves jus lyke hady fans'...hapyhady...and taufik fans'..fiknatics....until now..am thinkin bout a unique and hit name 4 us...haiz...wat should we call ourselves?? I nd help!! ARGH!!!umm...maybe...hyrulez as Ferah said or maybe hyruleans as wan said...haiz..i dunno wat 2 choose...w8in 4 hyme 2 reply back and make name 4 us....hope he even noes dat we existed..lol...kay larh...dats all 4 now...i wanna study 4 2moro test...signin off....

*sabby*

2007-03-03T11:56:00.000+08:00

hey guys...guess wat..my mum want 2 register 4 dat game called 'deal or no eal'. She say very easy 2 gt money lorh...so now she filling up der application form and den she will send it through mail lorh...i hope 4 der best and dat she will b on der show lorh...i noe she will b...she nt der gredy2 type dat 1 a lot of money jus 2 mayb gamble or wat larh...I pray 4 her and i will support her if she is chosen...

niwaes ytd npcc very damn fun lorh...no drills or anythin...jus lecture...summore we gt 2 build up der tent...i mean c dem build der tent larh...dey trainin us 4 der ATC camp at Pulau Ubin..dey say very damn tough...kener suffer a lot...hope not dat bad larh...

gt back my results alreadi...it sux lorh...maths gt only 78 over 100...geo 68 over hundred...eng..haiz..i decrease alot larh..i onli gt 65 over hundred...malay at least i improve lorh..65 over hundred...haiz...i aim 2 gt all subjects A...haiz..end up only 1 subject gt A...i saw my paper den gt a lot of careless mistakes lorh..if i udn make careless mistakes den can gt 3 A and 1 B evn better lorhs...still havent gt my science...i hope 2 gt 80 sumthin over hundred...i very scared lorh...pray 4 me kays guys?? hope 4 der best??

oh yarh i forgt...i still havent giv my couz and fwen a b'day present each...nd 2 hock out money by 2moro 2 buy dem present..i dunnno wat 2buy lorhs...1 of dem pri 5..der other 1 sec 1...if u guys gt ideas ar...can giv me??thks soo much!!!

now i tokin 2 my meiix. dawn , we tokin about how bad we had done 4 our ca1...i very der bored lorh...i dunno wat 2 tok 2 her...niwaes i gtg larh...i dunno wat 2 write alreadi lorh...hope 2 c all of u soon!!!

*sabby*

2007-02-14T15:39:00.001+08:00

OMG!! NO!!!

I cant believe it...at a fwenster sum1 wrote dat hyrul's attached...last tyme wen i past de profile he said dat hyrul was single...i am soo confused..it will nt b de same anymore once he is attached is nt dat i noe him larh or tok 2 hyme before)...pls..sumbody tell me dat he is still single...i'm very scared of de truth...ARGH!!CN I HAV SUM RESPONSE!!..................................................

haiz...*sobs* im soo fad up!!

*sabby*

2007-02-14T15:39:00.000+08:00

OMG!! NO!!!

I cant believe it...at a fwenster sum1 wrote dat hyrul's attached...last tyme wen i past de profile he said dat hyrul was single...i am soo confused..it will nt b de same anymore once he is attached9is nt dat i noe him larh or tok 2 hyme before)...pls..sumbody tell me dat he is still single...i'm very scared of de truth...ARGH!!CN I HAV SUM RESPONSE!!..................................................

haiz...*sobs* im soo fad up!!

*sabby*

2007-02-01T17:29:00.000+08:00

Hi Guys!Doin hw now while chattin... 2dae i am fastin...nd 2 repay wat... very hungry eh...opps...cant say dat...very bad of me..lol...jus now went back wit Ferah and Hayla...i mean...Alyah...spelt her name backwards...jus 2 tease her..sori ar Alyah! Wanted 2 take bus 2 mrt bt ferah dun1 so folo her larh... bt fatin 1 me 2 stay..and den she hold on 2 my bag...haiz..lame ar she...den i struggled 2 gt free...even Kitty was holdin me back...and den Alyah and Ferah jus walk away and left me alone jus lyke dat wit Fatin and Kitty...haiz...wat a fwen..i mean fwens...niwaes...i was left a lone strugglin..ok now comin 2 de drama part...i begged Fatin 2 let me free...(exagerattin)...so aft a while... dunno y she let me free den i ran 2 Alyah and ferah...haiz...ok den aft dat we walk home tokin crab...nothin better 2 say marh...ok..enough of 2dae...

sori ar guys...i very long nvr update...i very guai wat...u noe nd 2 study 4 test..and tokin bout test guess wat...2dae gt back 1 of my test 4 geo...de subject i totally hate... and guess wat...I GT DE HIGHEST IN CLASS!!! LAME RITE!! I totally did nt expect it...i gt 18 out of 20...niwaes i tied wit Jie Ying and Dabilah..as de juniors spelt(its suppose 2 b Nabilah)larh...dey oso gt same mark as me...although i could hav done better...niwaes i hope dat my mum will b very happy...cant w8 4 dem 2 come back and hear de news!!

Oh ya!! Yesterdae was de ASEAN GAMES FINALS...i saw yesterdae's match...it was lyke so WOW!!!ESPECIALLY DE LAST MIN!!! AND DE PENALTY...AND GUESS WAT!!! ok..ok..so u guys noe de news bt let me say dis ok..im beginin 2 feel excited....SINGAPORE WON!!!YAAAAAYYY!!!!I lyke shouted at de top of my lungs!! 4 which goal?? 4 both!! Im lyke so happy!!My heart was lyke beatin very fast wen dere was de penalty...very tension..i was scared dey cant score bt dey proved me wrong and dey scored...

I'm nt goin 2 say anythin anymore...now i 1 2 do my hw and w8 4 de magrhib...i 1 2 eat!!!LOL!!Kay ar...gtg...bb...c ya soon!!
*Sabby*

2007-01-20T16:47:00.000+08:00

PROMOTION...

Hi guys...how ar ya?? well..i'm fine...um...yesterdae jus had npcc... guess wat?!...i gt promoted!!! UH HUH!!! PROMOTED!! 2 wat?? oh yarh.. 2 LANCE CORP. ...soo happy...cn bully sec1s...hahaha... niwaes...yesterdae np rabak sih... aft mustard parade.. we do drills lyke wat!! A lot of casualties... haiz...cause very hot marh... summore we wear uniform.. cn faint easily sih... haiz.. k ar.. dun 1 2 talk bout it anymore... makes my head spin...

well.. jus finished ngaji 1 min ago... den now borin i write ar...lol..2dae my update nt dat funny.. cause i dunno wat 2 say marh... i wish i could b a bird... fly up high soo no1 cn disturb me and i cn b all alone..ok..i'm bein emo... i should stop dat...lol...

k ar... my couz jus finish solat so i gtg.. i noe it is lyke a stupid short wat4 update bt at least i update rite??

k ar.i will stop tokin..bb...c ya soon peeps!!

*Sabby*

2007-01-14T09:16:00.000+08:00

Emo me..

Hi guys... now i doin my hw leh... letter writin... u sad larh...*sobs*...ltr goin 2 huda..my religious class til bout 4pm...will reach home at 4 larh... hav gone 2 hyrulanuar.com almost everydae aft skool...jus waitin 4 hyme 2 log in larh... den cn tok 2 hyme..haha...jus realised dat syazwani..my pri skool fwen oso member in hyrulanuar.com...soo cn still keep in touch... oh yarh i forgt... jus made a fan club at friendster... if u 1 2 join it..jus go 2 muhh profile...at de rite hand side of my profile cn c hyrul anuar fan club den press jin group...i really nd ur support guys... pls..pls..pls..
JOIN HYRUL ANUAR FC NOW!! I beg u...pls.. i will feel veri veri veri veri sad if u dun help me..

ok..im stoppin dat emo now..lol...

wat should i say... oh yarh... 2dae i oso nt feelin lazy..jus bored of doin my hw..(i am alwaes bored of it..lol) so dats y i write larh... i feel lyke changin my blog skin...felt soo bored of it lyke dh jelak larh.. k ar guys..gtg... i 1 2 do my hw ar..nd 2 concentrate and try ur best in ur hw..lol...dats wat every1 says.. gettin tired of it.. k fine.. i will stop writin NOW!! BB!!

C ya soon!! *Sabby*

2007-01-13T16:41:00.000+08:00

CCA Awareness Dae

Sori guys...i long tyme nvr update..u guys noe dat i'm lazy rite?? Now i fell nt lazy..dats y i write. Wat 2 say ar...oh yarh..yesterdae..we hav sec 1 cca awareness dae..must b aware of ur cca..lols.
It was sooo damn fun..and soo de kecoh...dere we lots of ppl...de seniors who were nt involved oso came..dey 1 2 b extra mah... i sebenarnyer nk kener gi npcc bt escaped cause gt psl...nd 2 take care of sec 1s mah... we lyke bully de poor innocent sec 1s u noe.. hahaha...pity dem.. is lyke we drag dem 2 our booth and lecture dem on how gd de cca is.. i as a LOYAL member of de npcc oso help larh.. is lyke de sec 1 surronuded by 4 or 5 npcc cadets.. forcin dem 2 join npcc..soo damn noisy.. and funny... should c de faces of de sec 1s.. dey look soo stress..LOL... bt nt fair eh.. de npcc cadets dat went gt deir rank eh.. bt i dun gt.. stupid ar.. must wait 'patiently' 4 nxt meetin.. haiz..soo long tyme... gt back at bout 4.. wanted it 2 b longer den cn straight away go 4 tuition at 6...

Enough of yesterdae larh...bt i dunno wat 2 say larh..now i chattin wit my junior..de sec 1s and mt couz..sooo c u guys soon!!!-_-"

#Sabby#

2006-11-13T10:32:00.001+08:00

Back frm camp

Hi peeps!! Yea u heard me rite?? I'm back frm PSL(Peer Support Leader) camp...it was like sooo damn fun...nt tiring at all...(nt like annual camp...NPCC lar...) hahaha...well...i was back on Saturdae bt i am too busy to go online ar...sooo i update on Mon...

The thing i like most bout de camp was de cookin competition(although our dish sux to de core)and de location hunt...well...in de cookin competition...u noe tat i dun cook rite?? and neither does any of my team mates sooo we jus hentam and we decided to cook fried rice lar...u noe...our fried rice became...dunno like wat lar...bt it taste horrible

....hahhahha....bt de most irritating of all...we were suppose to eat our cooked food tat we made 4 dinner!!!! Well...i jus eat a little lar...sum of my team mates dun eat at all...hahhaha..i of my team mates say puaser better den eatin our food bt i ate it anyway cause I was sooo damn hungry....

Well...i was used 2 campin in skool cause it was de 3rd tyme i had 2 camp in skool...NPCC Sec 1 orrientation camp...NPCC annual camp and PSL camp...gd 4 me...cause i lurve 2 sleep in skool...

Enough bout campin...u noe wat...wen i go out wit my sec skool fwens... i forgt 2 brin my cam sooo i am sori 2 say tat i hav no pics taken of my jln rayer wit my sec skool fwens...tats de sad news...de gd news is...wen i went jln rayer wit my pri skool fwens...1 of my close fwen, Shahirah, brought her cam sooo we took pics...dis is de pics she sent me...

2006-11-04T10:13:00.000+08:00

Ari Rayer!!!

Hi peeps!!Well...i had a great Ari Rayer....i went 2 a lot of houses...wit my fwens and families...2dae i goin 2 JB 2 visit my relatives...i tink u all should knoe rite who i am goin 2 visit if i tell u...i tink u all noe Norman Hakim...his father is my grandma's cousin...so my family goin 2 visit his father...well...fyi...i call him Pak Long...haiz...ok..bout my Ari Rayer...well...i spent bout how many ar??...Oh yar...7 daes...4 now lar...nt includin 2dae's visit lar...2 jln rayer...i dunno if u all think it is a lot lar...jus 1 2 say...blog mah!!Ok...let me show u de pics i took at my Ari Rayer...i noe u all cant wiat rite??KK...i noe...now i will pt...enough 4 de suspense...wait...patient...

I let u c de pics i took wit my family 1st k??

2006-11-03T11:08:00.000+08:00

Long time no c....

Hi peeps!!I noe tat i tk update 4 long tyme...i malas ar...cause i noe tat my blog suxs!!Haiz...lagi pun i tk der tyme...nk kene pegi jln rayer lagi...i noe...a lot of ppl 2 go wit...cause i too popular mar!!LOL...i noe tat i very de perasan...ss...meanin...SHOK SENDIRI..cause i gt nothin better 2 do...i miss playin and chattin wit my fwens at skool...haiz...niewaes..my Ari Raya hav been very de great and exhaustin...i tink u all noe rite...i will tell u more bout it in my nxt post...i will oso put pic 4 u 2 c...i took a lot of pics...wit my fwens and family...i noe lar all of u 1 2 c my pics....bt wait ar...i dunno how 2 pt...if sum1 teach me den cn lar....I am waitin!!!! well...wat should i rite bout...oh yah...i gt bout $562 dollars altogether (4 now lar tat is...i nk gi jln rayer lagi pe...)WOW!! Alot rite...i noe...i gt a lot of relatives...and fwens...like of course!!!(perasan lagi)Well...my mum say i cn oni tk 1/4 of de money 2 spent!!!ARGH!!bt nvm...i plan 2 spent it on mp3 or mp4...enough rite??(2 me i tink it is enough)OH NO!!!I forgt 2 rite paragraph!!NVM lar!!I noe u all cn bear wit de update mess...u all very de gd wat!!! Haiz...2moro i tink...Hyrul will be back 4m NS...i pity him....kene gi boot camp in de month of Syawal...tat is Ari Rayer lar!! Ape lagi!!!I noe lar i rite a lot of crab bt nvm lar ar....

k ar i at last finish talkin...dunno wat 2 say lar...u guys wait patiently 4 my nxt update ar...feturin my Ari Raya!!!

C ya peeps!!\

#Sabby#

2006-10-18T11:25:00.000+08:00

Well....

Hi peeps!Its still ramadan now...haiz..bt..i am nt fastin!(I know i shouldn't tell all of u bt nvm)...haiz..my bro has bveen makin such a fuss bout it since yesterday...KIDS!Well..we hav been fightin since yesterdae bt tat....wen i am eatin, he keeps on watchin me and botherin me say,"Kakak tk puasa!Kakak tk puasa!"...ARGH!SOOOO ANNOYIN!I HATE HIM!He is always like tat everytime...sooo damn childish...u all should know tat i always fight wit my bro...bt wat 2 do...he vry annoyin...and he always start 1...(k I admit...sumtimes i am childish and annoyin!LOL)Well..lets quit talkin bout dis...its makin my head spin...haiz...Now...i 1 2 QUIT playin runescape...cause i keep dying...(it irritates me) and i hate a rude guy playin dere)....sooo no more of tat game 4 me...AT LAST!!Well...I PASS MY GEOG!!!CAN U BELIEVE IT!!!I CANT!My form teacher say tat a lot of ppl fail geog soo...dey giv us extra marks...WOW!I KNOW!Well...so my whole life...well..til now...i did nt fail any subject..i know i am lucky!!!LOL(i know tat sum of u out dere say i am perasan)I was jus kiddin...too happy alreadi lar!Well...i dunno wat 2 talk bout sooo...

tats all peeps!!til we meet again!!

#Sabby#

2006-10-17T15:29:00.000+08:00

At last!

Hey peeps!

At last i change my blog skin...i cant do it at home cause my comp gt prob(STUPID COMP) so i change it in skool 2dae....i am very lucky tat my His teacher...brought us 2 comp lab....and said tat we can surf de net....so i quickly change my blog skin....de 1st 1( 2 me...) was horrible!!!De second was nice bt some of my relatives and fwens say tat it is childish...soooo now...i hav dis 1...i hope u guys like it...u can comment on it in my tagboard...

Well...tats all peeps!!Until we meet again!!

#Sabby#

2006-10-06T20:50:00.000+08:00

WOSH!!!

Haiz..4 more exams 2 go...wat is a thermostat?wat is a lever?draw a plant cell and label de parts?A plant cell is made up of...blah..blah..blah...my head is still filled wit de words in science..tats how i feel wen i think too much!!lol...i am goin 2 talk crap again....well i hope u jus bear wit me my crappiness....wat a year...i am goin 2 be sec 2 nxt year....and dun forgt yesterdae i was chosen(i think or Fatin choose me bt nvm)2 be in de Peer support leader...wat a bad news..i mean great...i 1ted 2 be sum1 before at skool, holdin a leadership role and dis was my chance..i am nt goin 2 miss it...i filled up de form and passed it 2 my chairman,Nabilah.I cant wait 4 de results...i hope i will be 1...well continuein bout de exams...i onli gt 2 more daes of exams nxt wk..each dae 2 papers...bt onli 1 of em is an important paper...well..i still hafta study hard ifi 1 2 gt de top 10 in lvl position and make my parents proud..

De maths paper yesterdae was very horrible...i cant believe tat i did nt finish de paper....was short of tym..in fact..every1 in my class couldnt finish de paper....de tym is too short...imagine it...dey gav us 1 hour 2 complete a paper 1 maths paper...(although it was very easy)....dey should hav given us more tym...dey should know!!!A gurl in my class even cried aft de paper finished...OMG!!!I know...i pity her...i knew how sad she felt....bt if i were her...i would cry too....

Aft de maths paper...every1s' faces were very sad and nt satisfied,gloomy and wantin 2 reflect on wat dey should hav done and wat dey did wrong...i pity myself...(wat de...)lol..haiz...if i jus...wel...its over...and inow i jus nd 2 concentrate in de last 4 papers...i nd 2...i must....i wil...dis ur de words tat is often playin in my head and tat made me achieve success...(i think i hav achieve it...hav i???)...well i nd 2 prove 2 every1 tat i am very clever and gd in my studies...i nd 2 work hard...so tat all my hard work and studyin will be berbaloi...( i know i suck at malay and eng)...well on mon...de papers ur Art and Lit...i hope i will do well..i 1 2 do better den de last tym...

I hav been talkin crap all dis while...i dun know wat 2 talk bout except 4 exams...i pity de pri 6...HAHHAHHAAH...dey takin PSLE...same like me last year....i know how dey fell...STRESSFUL!!!!URGH!!!Well i think i better change de subject bt before tat i jus 1 2 wish de students takin dere exams gd luck...all de best....study hard...dun play2 onli ar!!!I would aso like 2 dedicate dis clip 2 de anugerah boyz who hav change my life and make my life better...i miss dem alot..i hope dey will be all together again..like old tyms...well...if u ur angr?stress?bored or WATEVA...jus hear dis song..i tried it once and it made my heart melts.....k?

2006-09-28T15:31:00.000+08:00

GONE 4 A WHILE

Hey peeps!!

We meet again eh?lol...Well...i am jus stressed out!!!!2moro is my 1 exam...althogh it is easy bt...nvm. It will be an eng and history paper...i dun mind history...(love tat subject!)..bt i hope i gt As 4 my eng...i always think tat eng is easy bt wen i gt my paper back,i will always gt an average mark(No Fair!)...Well i will be havin tuition later 4 eng 4m 5.30-7.30...so i nd 2 study at 4...i oso nd 2 bring food 2 class sebab nk buka puasa...troublesome ar!!!i feel like i dun hav time 2 revise my work!!My time is too pack!!Later..i am goin 2 study 4 my history till 4.30...(oni half an hour bt i goin 2 revise again)...den i am goin 2 watch tv...Gaby...(i still hav time 2 watch)..den i will gt ready and go 4 my tuition..till 7.30....aft tat wen i reach home...i will eat an bath...solat...and den 8 oclock onwards i will revise 4 my papers 2moro...wat a day 2dae!!!!!!!!!!

well tats all peeps...C ya!

#sabby#

2006-09-26T16:35:00.000+08:00

OUR SINGAPORE IDOL-HADY MIRZA

Hi peeps!!

Seat back and relax and enjoy de video clip.It reali touches my heart...hope u guys enjoy it!!!
Niwaes....CONGRATS HADY MIRZA!!!!!Adalar gi melayu menang...lol... despite tat...I am soooo proud of u!!!U hav proven all of us tat muslims can oso be successful....Rock on and soar in de music industry,my Singapore Idol!!!! Nt forgeting Taufik Batisah...u will nvr be forgotten...Singapore will nvr forget her first Singapore Idol-Taufik Batisah...U still rock my world!!!

Video Clip by Hyrul Anuar
KESAL

Well..tats all peeps!!Till we meet again!!!

#Sabby#

2006-09-25T17:02:00.000+08:00

SECOND DAE OF RAMADAN

Hey peeps!

Time goes soo fast!Now its Ramadan..de fastin month..my idol,Hyrul,is in NS in Tekong and will be away and busy every wk day...i pity him..
niwaes..2dae is de second dae of fastin..i cant wait till Hari Raya..i 1 2 gt MONEY!!and go out wit my fwens!!!!Well i hope u all hav a gd ramadan and dun forgt 2 Sahur k?

C ya peeps!!
MuahMuah
*sabby*

2006-09-23T16:00:00.000+08:00

HAPI B'DAE HYRUL ANUAR!

Hey guys!yar u all know it!!!!!!!!!2dae is HYRUL ANUAR'S B'DAE!lets all put our hands 2geder and pray 4 him....hope 4 de best...and 2 HYRUL on behalf of all his fans.... i would like 2 say HAPI B'DAE!dh turn 21 sih org 2!lol...

Wow sekejap je dh nk Ramadan...nari pun i will be goin 2 pray Tarawih...2moro pun start of Ramadan.On behalf of all de muslims, saya ucapkan selamat berpuasa...semoga dpt dikurniakan permintan2 kamu semua di bulan yg indah ini...

well 2dae sebenarnyer i 1 2 go 2 HYRUL'S GATHERIN....my parents alow pi...nk kene ade teman...my parents all veri de busy soo dey ask me 2 ajaqk my fwen 2 come wit me....i ask all my fwen all of dem say cant go...1 of my fwen...ALYAH said tat she go 2 SINGAPORE IDOL ROADSHOW so she cant go....SPOIL AR! Sekaran' i'm stuck at home bored 2 death wit nothin 2 do and on my mind oni wat is happenin dere...iam soo sad!!!!!!!aportunity wasted...no fair!Bt look on de bright side...nxt time dere will be an even better activity involvin my idol, HYRUL ANUAR and my mum promise me tat i can go!!!!!!!! YAAY!!!!

Well tats all peeps!!!! C ya!!!!
#sabby#

2006-05-17T12:32:00.000+08:00

Hey guys!!!
2day i hav no skool!I am very happy.I hav no hw.I am grateful tat i hav finish my exams.Well i just finished playin my x-box.Yesterday, i recieved a sms 4m my pri skool friend,Fatin.She was my best friend 4 6 years.We were always in de same class.She told me tat she just got a new phone.We chat via sms 4 a while.U guys watch 'dia' rite?Uh-huh,u guess it!We talk bout 'dia'.It was a very nice show.I liked de endin part where dia and ivan were back 2gether and fifi got her 'balasan'.She was crazy!!!I was relief wen at last,fifi got her 'balasan'.My mum kept on sayin tat de show was stupid and she lol wen git ask dia why her mum was bad as her mum is not a stepmother.

Well as i was sayin....i talk 2 Fatin bout 'dia'.She said tat she didnt watch it so i had 2 tell her some parts of it.I ask her if she wanted 2 borow my recorded cd.(i recorded 'dia').She agreed and we promised 2 meet up 2morow.YaYaya!!!At last!!I cant wait!I missed her alot!(as a friend and sister in islam).I cant wait 2 meet her.I am goin 2 ask her how she is doin in her studies,does she need any help and so on......

Well 2morow, i am sure tat i will hav a GOOD TIME!See ya!!!

#sabby#

2006-05-16T15:18:00.000+08:00

Hi
I just came back frm skool.Tomorow,dere will be a holiday 4 my skool.I am very happy.At least i got i day off frm de pollin day.I am sure u guys know wat tat rite??Anyway,my exams just finish and de results is out!!!I scored B3 in some of my subjects!!!I am so dissapointed.But hey,at least i pass!My mum expected me 2 get As in all my subjects.Very high expectations rite?Some of de papers i scored very well example history(my fav subject).I got 93 out of 1oo!!!!!Wat a shock!I wanted 2 scream wen i 1 saw my history results.but i hate my malay paper.i only scored 58.5 out of 1oo.I was very unhappy wit my maths results.I only got 65.5!

I was relief wen i got my paper back, my form teacher said tat de CA1 marks will be added 2 de SA1 marks.As i hav scored very well in my CA1,i tink tat my CA grades will pull my SA grades up.I hope tat i will get A1s and A2s in my overall marks.

Tats all guys!!I need 2 go!!

Sabby